Thursday 19 December 2013

Les Deux and Depression

I am just back from a little trip over to Les Deux Alpes to catch up with Lauren. With the lack of snow across Europe right now we opted for a run the first day. This is Woody’s(Lauren) turf so it was up to her to show me the way. We went a pretty chilled out run for an hour and a half up through the forest behind her house through a fair bit of snow and ice and around onto what I can only describe as a death trail! Brilliant brilliant trail though. It is cut through the side of a cliff and the exposure and drop to one side is huge. Easily over 800m right down to the road in the valley below. There is a handrail but I opted to jog round it without using it just to make it a bit more fun. It was out and back along this super exposed trail and then a slightly different way home running down some deep snow and onto the beginners slopes getting some rather strange looks from the holiday skiers as two idiots in running gear ran past them. It was pretty damn hot though and I was in shorts and not cold. The following day was ski day and we spent the day getting the legs in shape for the winter to come by blasting around some awesome pistes pretty much all day. Good times.

THE Trail
Long way down
Over the summer months I generally train and run on my own. This is not that I don't like to run with other people but I get pretty focused that time of year and like to just do my own thing. I do like the company sometimes but also love my time alone. I cannot wait to run with a load of new people next summer in Colorado. I have ran with many many people over the years and really do love it. I really miss running with Scott back home in Scotland as he could really push me and we worked as a good team on long painful trips. He is way way faster than me but I could always find a way to dig in and keep going until he finally started to feel the pain and slow down to my pace. However I have run with others who for some reason think that just because I run long distances means I go very fast and it seems as though it is a test for them to try and out run me and be faster. Completely not what my running is about. Yeah fine run as fast as you like , in the long run(sorry) I will keep going , you won't. Yeah that does make me sound full of myself but trust me I am far from it. I like to run with people at the same pace , chilled out , loving being on the trails in the mountains and have a good laugh. Woody is absolutely my ideal partner for this , she is a great little runner even if she won't admit it. Yeah I guess on the steep climbs and technical downs I can disappear away from her a little but not too far and it won't be long until she keeps up on that stuff. Once on the flats our pace is usually bang on the same and it is perfect. Her banter ain't too bad either which helps. I just need to try and persuade her to come try out the Colorado trails with me next year. She would make an awesome addition to my pacer team on my next 100 miler.

Day 1 - Run the pistes
Day 2 - Ski the pistes
Once Ultra training properly starts next year I will be doing more flat running to try and work on my speed along long flat sections on ultras which is always one of my major downfalls. I can plod up and up 1000m climbs fine and keep good pace on down hills but then keeping momentum at miles 40 , 50 , 60 on long flats is so so tough and I really want to try and fix this problem and the only way to do so is train on long flat trails. Something Chamonix has very little of. I have ran here for years getting myself comfortable on steep climbs and steep technical down hills so the next step is obviously get my flat pacing bang on. I am not even talking fast here. As I say time and time again these are ultras and not sprints. I am talking more like 1hr to 1hr 30mins 10ks , sometimes even longer depending on the type of terrain and how far into the race I am. Now some might think that is easy to achieve. Hmmm just try running a 1hr 30min 10k at km 140 of a 165km race. It ain't easy , well for the normal runners out there like me who do not train year round.

Les 2 Alpes Looking rather Summery on December 16th
So recently I have been reading a lot of stuff on post race depression. Easy now ,  Don't worry! I ain't going crazy or anything. It's not as bad as it sounds and it ends up it is actually very common amongst runners of all distances. Ever since I crossed that line back in August in Leadville I have been a bit down. To be honest I started feeling it from when I crested 6th street and seen the finish line. I didn't want to finish! Don't get me wrong here it was a completely amazing feeling to finish that race and my first 100 miler and I cannot describe the emotions of having done it and I will never ever forget it but on one side I was ecstatic and on the other I was sad it was all over. With my work and life I can only afford one big race a year. So all the money , planning , training and studying of the course becomes your life and I love that but once it's all over you are left with this massive void. Whats next? Where do I go from here? I want that feeling all the time , the feeling of just being out on a huge course and being able to let your mind wander and think about all sorts of things , sometimes think about nothing , sometimes chat and laugh with other runners and your crew and pacers , think just how amazing it is that you can make your legs go for so long and what you can do if you just dig deep and so on.... I get a bit of a slagging from some people because I run a lot(all in good humour of course) , I can understand some of it but in reality I just don't think they get it. When non runners think of running they think of it being a chore and hard work and hate it from start to finish. Not me. Of course sometimes it's hard work , bloody hard work. Especially some sections of an Ultra when my legs are like lead and it's dark and a bit cold but I can always find a way to just keep moving and that is the key to it , Just keep your legs going and you will do it. To be totally honest for most of my runs I totally love the escape and freedom I get and it always clears my head and overall just makes me feel great. So when you work so hard towards a goal and it all pays off it is amazing but you just keep chasing it and want it again and again. I think it is just a constant cycle. I still cannot stop thinking towards next years races and all the prep involved and that feeling of running with my friends and having all those amazing people support me on my races as they always do. It has completely taken over my life. I know next year will be different from this past summer and I will never try to recreate what happened as nothing will ever compare to that first experience but if it can come even a fraction close to that experience then it will all be worth it again.

Well that's this weeks thoughts out of the way. So more snow is finally on it's way to Chamonix and skiing may be taking over for the next few weeks. Along with the Christmas period I can see running taking a little back seat until the New Year but I may try get out for a little jaunt somewhere.

Merry Christmas everyone and I hope you have an awesome time whatever your doing.


Friday 13 December 2013

Pretty Nippy

After a very snowy end of November it has been blue skies and bitterly cold for a couple of weeks. I have been making most of the snow and getting back out on the skis just for a play around and also managed a couple of little days skinning up. I went to St Gervais with Garry for a nice 2 hour jaunt in glorious sunshine and we were pretty lucky to find a little stash of powder on the way down.

Top of St Gervais
The next day I went for a skin up Les Houches in full on fitness mode and blasted up to the top of the Kandahar slope in just 50 minutes. I was pretty happy with this time as I didn't take the direct route up and preferred to weave my way up different slopes. It was pretty hard work I must admit skinning that fast. I left the car ready for a nice morning stroll but for some reason as I do now and then I switched to fast mode and never let up until the top. Loved it although the descent was freezing as I never stuck on any extra layers at the top and just turned around and skied down into the bitter cold.

Breathing out of my........
Yup that will be snow on the lens
Running has not stopped yet but the yaktracks have been a fair amount. I have been running in the evenings after work. It is pretty hard I must admit to get home after work and then get changed to go and run in -8 but I have been pretty motivated to keep up my running and so far all is good. Nothing long. Never more than 13km but it is awesome fun. The trails are rock hard ice so are quite tricky but the riverside run to Les Houches is in great condition on hard pack snow. I am still loving my running even more than skiing at the moment although that will change when more snow arrives I am sure. I still have doubts about this winter season and all sorts of things are going through my head everyday as to what to do next and if I will last a full winter or head back to Scotland but as soon as I get out on the trail at night as silly as it all sounds my head is just clear and I just love to run especially in these amazing crisp cold nights with everything sparkling from the snow , ice and frost. It's amazing but then once home again and in for the night I repeatedly keep thinking what I should be doing with myself. All I am focused on now is summer in Colorado and it is miles away. Anything could happen between now and then I know. It's just crazy how big an impact that place had on me.

My night time view
Still cracking fun but bloody cold. So cold in fact that night
the buff around my neck froze solid
Onto next years races and unfortunately I did not get into Hardrock 100. I can't say I am gutted about this as I knew my chance was slim so into the hat for 2015 I will go. It is still the only other Ultra(with exception of the LT 100) that I have really really wanted to do. Hardrock 2014 is set to be a cracker as Kilian Jornet made the draw for next year so I cannot wait to see how he does on a course which is ideal for him with lots of climbing and technical ground. It is going to be a hell of a race next July. I am expecting a new course record from the Spaniard.

Now I know that Hardrock 2014 is not to be it has kind of cleared up what I will be doing as I was waiting to see the result of the draw before focusing on others. So here is my list....

April 26th – Hoka Highland Fling – 80km - Scotland

July 13th – Leadville 50(80km) - Colorado

August 10th – Leadville 10km - Colorado

August 17th – Leadville 100 PACER(return the favour to Kim for pacing me this year)

September 12th – Run Rabbit Run 100 Steamboat Springs – Colorado

October 4th – Lake District 3x3000 80km – England

So 3 80kms next year and another 100 miler is on the cards and probably some short stuff when over in Colorado. Entry for all the American races opens on January 1st but I should get in them as they don't usually sell out for a few weeks but I will be signing up on the 1st. The UK races I have already signed up for. So next years big one is the Steamboat 100. I have months to let you know all about this one but it is 100 miles and has a little bit more climbing than Leadville involving 6000m of ascent and descent , 68 miles on single track , 8 miles on tarmac and the rest on rough jeep roads throw in a small field of just 250 runners and it should be brilliant. Also I am allowed to use Pacers so hopefully I can have my Colorado team back with me for this one and they all seem super keen so far which is awesome. I am also doing a few of the other Leadville races because I loved the place and want to go and run there again plus Anna and Kim are planning on doing the 50 miler as well so would be cool if we can run that together. Finally I will be returning to the Leadville 100 but this time to pace. Kim is going to enter and straight away I told her I wanted pace for her and return the favour. I am actually more excited about pacing a friend over the course than any other race next year. No idea on what distance she wants me to run with her but I am happy with anything up to 40 miles including the Hope Pass section as I loved that but I will do whatever she asks. I am just so happy to be going back there again.


I am sitting waiting on more snow to arrive so winter can properly kick off and my next two days off are going to be spent visiting Lauren in Les Deux Alpes to go Trail Running! And maybe a little ski...maybe.